1 Week to 1 Year

Let the countdown begin! Only one week until my sweet little baby turns 1!! Ahhhh. I know, I know - last week I said I was fine. But now? I'm not so sure! I have such mixed emotions. Some is sadness...after all, where did my tiny newborn go already? Some is relief...let's face it, this first year has not been a cake walk (not that it will get any easier!). Some is excitement...I know there will be so many fun milestones this next year - walking, talking, learning, etc. And lastly, my emotions are mixed about weaning from breastfeeding. I think that would top my charts as the hardest part of this first year. But, it's also been so rewarding. I think that choosing to breastfeed is the most selfless act, and one that is not for the faint of heart! As I continue to produce less and less over the weeks, I feel sad that my body seems to know my baby no longer needs it to survive. <insert heavy sigh> I have read about getting the baby blues while weaning, and I really hope that's not what is about to hit me!

Let's see, this time last year I was anxiously waiting his arrival. I was already 2 days overdue and wondering with every ache and twinge if it would be "the day". Lo and behold, we waited...and waited...and waited. :) I can't believe the difference between when he was born and now. It's amazing how quickly you forget what it's like to hold your tiny baby in your arms. I can't remember him being so little! Now he's giant 22 pounder!

Ronan's Birthday - December 4th, 2011

Sweet Ro at Miss Natalie's birthday - November 11, 2012

I can't wait to celebrate with my little guy next Tuesday, just the three of us. It's a special day for Rob and I....and this time I don't have to give birth, ha! I'm still trying to find something special to do with Ro, and maybe that special something is just quality time with his Mommy and Daddy. If only I could take a whole week to spend with him! Today I spend reminiscing that very special day that changed my life forever! Here's a look back at some of my favorite moments. :)

Baby Day!

 Ronan's first kiss from Mama

 First family photo

 Holding my baby at last