Our last weekend as a family of 3!

We've prepared for a long time, people. Nine months to be exact! Now the time is here....our last couple days as a family of 3. The guilt is setting in as we draw closer to changing our (and Ronan's) lives forever. I feel bad that he doesn't truly understand what is about to happen. I know he will be okay, but our sweet boy can be slow to adapt to change, so I know we are in for a challenge for sure. I sure hope he learns to love his baby brother!

I'm trying to remain calm and relaxed this weekend and enjoy this time just the 3 of us, but I am still stressed and have a LOT on my mind. But, we are still making the most of it. Ronan loves ALL things Halloween right now, so we took him to a local pumpkin patch yesterday, played in the bounce houses, ran through the hay maze, rode on a tractor hay ride and picked out (more) pumpkins to bring home. He had a blast (and also wouldn't nap, I might add, ha!). We unfortunately had to deal with our car breaking down yesterday but luckily he also handled that fairly well and we were at least able to jump the car and get it home. Now to get it fixed before I give birth on Tuesday. Timing is never good for something like that!

Today we will likely spend most of the day at home, I need to "nest" and clean the house. I did a pretty darn good top to bottom cleaning last weekend, hoping my baby would have been here by now, and when you live with an almost 4 year old, the house doesn't stay clean long so I guess I will be doing a repeat of last week and cleaning again. Maybe I will treat myself to a manicure and glass of wine. Maybe a funny movie to lighten my mood and thoughts. Life is about to get crazy and change so much! Next round of photos will include a baby! I can't wait to see my sweet boy meet his baby brother. Ahh, I have all the feels.